Please, leave me alone :(
They say that it takes twice as you’ve known someone you’ve fallen in love with to forget and let go of them completely…
i have this reoccuring dream about my first love… in the dream me and him are in a real life situation where he is either rejecting me, leading me on then rejecting me, or cheating on me.. and i’m there watching. He doesn’t care that he’s tearing my heart out of my chest… he just goes on.. and i wake up.. either crying or close to tears.
Why am i having these dreams.. it’s been so long and it feels good to know that in real life he can’t hurt me anymore. but when i sleep.. my mind drifts into a new world and he’s still in it. still hurting me, no remorse. They are so painful… We have been apart for 3 years now and im over him and very in love with the most amazing, caring and attractive man. He is my reality… the reality i love waking up too.
i hate these dreams because it makes me feel as though i’m doing something wrong.. dreaming about my ex. but i guess you never forget your first heartbreak :/
